The Aftermath of My YouTube Breakdown


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  • Gabriel Marinho
    Gabriel Marinho  3 weeks back

    Was this video down and just came back?

    • 89echo_papa_ slay
      89echo_papa_ slay  4 weeks back

      I relate to you so much & love your journey!

      • Laurie Murphy
        Laurie Murphy  1 months back

        Your friends are so lucky to have you. I love your videos and I really think you seems like an amazing person. I'm sure it's a fantastic ride to have you in their lives.

        • brofenix
          brofenix  1 months back

          @2:20 "I don't like talking feelings with my kids." Seems like not relating about your feelings with your child Elle has handicapped her to digest her feelings well.

          • Matthew Lol
            Matthew Lol  1 months back

            because it’s easier to talk to a screen then people

            • vic ross
              vic ross  1 months back

              you're smile literally is contagious, maybe that isn't the greatest word to use but in other words I love your smile lol well you're amazing, and I hope you're doing well!

              • Jacqueline Fink
                Jacqueline Fink  2 months back

                It's crazy. I've never even heard of you, until Rhett and link a few minutes ago.

                • CabVideoz
                  CabVideoz  2 months back

                  Elle, I feel unhappy a lot too. And it scares me sometimes. And a lot of it is my job. A job I studied for and surrounds skills I used to be excited about using. A field Ioved as a kid. And now I just feel like, blah. Like my life is stuck. But I like this video because it is a reminder that happiness and inner peace and whatever is a process and we never really know what we're doing and just trying to get better every day. Thank you for making these videos!

                  • Alyssa Cruikshank
                    Alyssa Cruikshank  2 months back

                    Someone should get Elle to hit me up honestly

                    • Callenzzz
                      Callenzzz  2 months back

                      Found your channel because I saw you were also speaking at the Masterclass for Epidemic with Potato Jet. I read the little intro they put out for you on their Instagram and I was like ok 1) female 2) hilarious content and authenticity. I have to check her out. I just went on a filmmaking trip to Mexico with Gene (aka Potato Jet) that challenged the introvert within me and my vulnerability. It's refreshing to see someone be so open about themselves on YouTube. I am working on getting my YouTube channel really going and I wanted to focus on my authentic self.. the good and the bad of being a creator and life in general. I'm 31 years old but I feel like I needed to see this video at this exact moment in my life. I feel like my life is only begining. I am glad I found your channe! Thank you for creating and being you. Sorry this is so long 💜

                      • Lois J
                        Lois J  2 months back

                        Is that the same Dodie that sings ‘She’ ?

                        • GLoSSy MuSiC sTudio
                          GLoSSy MuSiC sTudio  2 months back

                          I relate to this so much. I really tried to talk to people . But they did not took me seriously. Some of my friends saw my diary and read the self harm I have done to myself. But they did not even try to talk to me about that OR try to tell me that it is ok, you are good as you are. so, after that I stopped writing my feelings and threw my diary. SO, I am here trying to make as happy as I can when deep inside me I am in a great amount of pain. Sometimes I just want to cry. BUT the tears do not come. Sometimes I beg to ALLAH to let the tears come out because it hurts so much in my cheast. I AM RIANA.I AM 14 and I KNOW that my sorroundings is not going to help me recover.SO, I have to be brave. I do not know if anybody is reading this but i just wanted to say something .Because I feel really heavy inside. LOVE TO ALL

                          • allstarray
                            allstarray  3 months back

                            she's sick at editing omg

                            • I'm Tired
                              I'm Tired  3 months back

                              elle, you have great friends

                              • Sophia Stef
                                Sophia Stef  3 months back

                                Its like im watching my favourite cartoon

                                • Angela Garcia
                                  Angela Garcia  3 months back

                                  This helped me, thank you elle

                                  • Rachel Colby
                                    Rachel Colby  3 months back

                                    Why are you even famous?

                                    • Rosemeli Flores
                                      Rosemeli Flores  3 months back

                                      Thank you for your honesty

                                      • Jane Usang
                                        Jane Usang  3 months back

                                        A little late to watching this video but I hope you’re happy all the time and I hope you find ways to cope with everything, Elle. Cause God knows you’re one of the best gems on Youtube right now ❤️

                                        • NotMyDx Blog
                                          NotMyDx Blog  3 months back

                                          Thank you for using your platform to bring awareness to mental health and self care!! You’re vulnerability has comforted me as I’m practicing being vulnerable and asking for help. And honestly who doesn’t need a therapist? They rock! And so do you :)

                                          • Cassie J
                                            Cassie J  4 months back

                                            I memorized the suicide hotline # and wrote it in all my schools bathrooms and the locker room. While I was having a really bad day. Idk why but it was interesting

                                            • allisson Arias
                                              allisson Arias  4 months back

                                              This is off topic but dodie is homo

                                              • Brittaney Few
                                                Brittaney Few  4 months back

                                                I miss your videos hooe your doing better have wonderful day

                                                • sunshine leah
                                                  sunshine leah  4 months back

                                                  stay strong green bean

                                                  • green _caffeine
                                                    green _caffeine  4 months back

                                                    keren 🥰

                                                    • Cassy Sida
                                                      Cassy Sida  4 months back

                                                      just incase some people don't know, betterhelp is a SCAM so pleaseeeee do not rely on it, there are hundreds of videos talking about it, i'm sure Elle didn't realise this at the time but yeah stay awayyy

                                                      • Cassy Sida
                                                        Cassy Sida  4 months back

                                                        3:35 Ahhhhh yessss Regina Spektorrrrr, 500 Days of Summer, great songgggg

                                                        • Finding Life
                                                          Finding Life  4 months back

                                                          One moment at a time, one day at a time. You have a lot of people who love you sweetheart. All the people and family you were speaking with I’m pretty sure you could call them any time of day. 😘

                                                          • Kevin Luo
                                                            Kevin Luo  4 months back

                                                            That sponsor did not age well...

                                                            • Dumb Jason
                                                              Dumb Jason  5 months back

                                                              LOL Karters Korner!

                                                              • Katie Leming
                                                                Katie Leming  5 months back

                                                                regina spektor in the middle there amen

                                                                • PaulBGmz
                                                                  PaulBGmz  6 months back

                                                                  This content looks very well done, all the footage were shot from different days with less effort and you put them all together to make a fantastic story

                                                                  • chipotlechicken bowl
                                                                    chipotlechicken bowl  7 months back

                                                                    girl, thank you for sharing this, I am to scared to tell people or share how broken I truly feel and people think I’m this happy girl that is always super happy, when honestly I just feel the stress of everything and my insecurities take over me when I’m alone, thank you for sharing <3

                                                                    • thirtyonepigeons
                                                                      thirtyonepigeons  7 months back

                                                                      my speed was at 0.5 because I forgot to change it from the last video I watched and I probably looked so dumb lol

                                                                      • Savanna Frederiksen
                                                                        Savanna Frederiksen  7 months back

                                                                        Im so glad to hear you are making time to take care of yourself. I also just wanted to say that you have been a big influence for me and I know for a lot of others who have their own struggles and I know hearing you and other influencial people talk about mental health has helped me open up about my own issues and has even pushed me to get help when I needed it so, thank you! I hope you are still doing well!

                                                                        • The Law
                                                                          The Law  7 months back

                                                                          fake depression to promote, virtue signaling

                                                                          • Nina Di Stefano
                                                                            Nina Di Stefano  7 months back

                                                                            you're amazing. Love u.

                                                                            • Bhyree Guwap
                                                                              Bhyree Guwap  7 months back

                                                                              This hurts... cause people don’t that YouTubers honestly deal with more than they expect. Getting onto YouTube you hope but never expect to honestly meet your lifetime goal & when you do your overwhelmed and want to make everyone happy.

                                                                              • Alex Vanee
                                                                                Alex Vanee  7 months back

                                                                                I honestly wish I could befriend Elle. You’re not faaaarrr, notice me

                                                                                • RAE Of Sunshine
                                                                                  RAE Of Sunshine  7 months back

                                                                                  This makes me want friends😭

                                                                                  • John Doe
                                                                                    John Doe  8 months back

                                                                                    Oh poor you..

                                                                                    • OpenSourceLiving
                                                                                      OpenSourceLiving  8 months back

                                                                                      I'm a life coach. I'll help you see what's real. I know; me and every other "I've got it right, you suck" coach. I'm a realist. Hummmm illusionists may be a better word. Life is a series of illusion you impose on yourself by following worm holes. I charge $500 a day to make people happy. Well I actually only tell them that happiness is a choice you make every day when you wake up. Trick is learning how to maintain that. That's where I come in. I'm the friend who's not your friend. You talk to me every day. I just help you see reality every day. Whatsapp me; 447898789725

                                                                                      • mariah molinar
                                                                                        mariah molinar  8 months back

                                                                                        justin is hot but to old for me

                                                                                        • Cassie Kos
                                                                                          Cassie Kos  8 months back

                                                                                          She is my spirit animal 😭

                                                                                          • dansza
                                                                                            dansza  8 months back

                                                                                            Enough about me, what do you think about me?

                                                                                            • via ivy
                                                                                              via ivy  8 months back

                                                                                              Honestly this reminds me of myself even though are age difference I'm twelve almost thirteen but I have depression and I have a cutting problem and I usually don't tell anyone my feelings because I'm annoying them and I'm not worth it and watching your videos makes me feel that I have people that relate to me and I'm not thank you so much.-💖❤

                                                                                              • Lisa Mangano
                                                                                                Lisa Mangano  8 months back

                                                                                                This is good to talk about! You have such great friends!

                                                                                                • Jen
                                                                                                  Jen  8 months back

                                                                                                  I think those with depression sometimes find it hard to get help or difficult to want to be better is because, in a dark way, depression becomes a feeling of security. Feeling unhappy is what they're used to and it feels like all they know. It's almost a fear of the unknown when they make efforts to get help. Not knowing what's over the mountain they've been climbing up for so long becomes less exciting and it's easier to go back down to the place they have always been.