I Have Holes In My Face (why i did it)

  • Published: 04 October 2019
  • Have you ever felt like you were locked into a small cage?

    That’s how I felt all my life growing up. My parents controlled everything I did. They told me how to dress and who to be friends with in school. And of course I was going to a 'girls only' school which meant I had never talked to a single guy other than my dad and my cousin Ralph.

    One night, me and my dad got into a fight because he didn’t allow me to have a sleep over at my classmates home. My dad was worried about my classmates brother who was the same age as me. He thought we would make out and have a baby or something.

    But I was 17 and so desperate for freedom, that that night I ran away from home and moved in with my cousin, Tara. My parents had no idea where I was and a crazy period in my life started. I made a complete 180 degree turn around and started partying every night. Then I got a big tattoo over my belly, just so I could send a photo of it to my dad to shock him.

    When he responded back, he called me a disgrace and told me to come back as long as I was a virgin.
    But I just replied “Oh, you are so naive dad.” And then I send him a photo of me kissing some random guy at a club.

    I can’t describe how much I enjoyed making my dad angry. And I thought very hard about what could be the most extreme thing I could do to shock him.

    But then I had the perfect idea. I would get 2 holes in my face. One on my left cheek and one on my right cheek.

    It wasn’t easy to find a body piercer who was willing to put holes into my face. Most thought I had some psychological issue.

    But where there is a will there's a way.
    And when it was finally done. It was the craziest thing I’ve ever seen. I ran home. Went to the bathroom, and brushed my teeth through one of the 2 holes while taking a selfie.

    Of course, I immediately sent it to my dad and said “this is all your fault”. It took him a whole day to respond, but all he said was “You are a disgrace. Don’t ever contact us again”.

    It felt so good to make my dad angry. But it came at a great cost. I started to become more and more self-destructive and for Christmas I sent all my parents neighbours a postcard with my face on it.

    I knew my dad cared a lot about his reputation. He wanted everyone to think we were the perfect family. But now everyone would see the truth.

    This time my responded by contacting the authorities and telling them I was mentally ill and needed to be locked away. But when they found me and did a psychiatric assessment, it only said I was depressed. So they couldn’t lock me away into a psychiatric ward.

    They also did a blood test on me and found out I was hepatitis B positive. I’m sure my boyfriend gave it to me. He slept with a new girl almost every night. And when we met we never used protection.

    I had always looked up to pop stars who did whatever they wanted and partied like crazy. But that life didn’t make me happy. I’m still trying to get out of it. But my life is such big mess, I don’t even know where to start.

    And by the way, why didn’t I just photoshop the 2 holes into my face on a photo? It would have been easier, faster and less painful. I could have still send a photoshopped image to my dad to make him angry. But now, my face is ruined forever.

    Gosh, my life is a night mare.

Comments • 5 651

  • Gacha Chad
    Gacha Chad  2 hours back

    Imagine a Fly in the house and went in in the holes

    • Gilgamesh Oblivion
      Gilgamesh Oblivion  3 hours back

      The Narrator sounds the same

      • Detective Fortnite gaming

        That’s funny other people

        • MCᅳᅣ우ᅣ홋
          MCᅳᅣ우ᅣ홋  4 hours back

          "I have holes in my face"

          AOT: hold my titan

          • tbhmatt
            tbhmatt  4 hours back

            this sounds way too bizarre to be true

            • GhoulXSkullFortnite
              GhoulXSkullFortnite  6 hours back

              HER: I have holes in my face
              SPONGE BOB: hOLD My DiSh

              • Mariam Khan
                Mariam Khan  7 hours back

                How does she eat.. I'm so sad rn

                • Ethan Thompson
                  Ethan Thompson  7 hours back

                  “My life is such a mess”

                  Me: why did you get to holes in your face then ?

                  • Crystal Shield
                    Crystal Shield  8 hours back

                    Bro holes in your face is so cool

                    • Felicity Afton
                      Felicity Afton  8 hours back

                      “AS LONG AS YOU'RE A VIRGIN?!” He still let the mother stay she wasn’t a virgin! You shouldn’t give up loving someone just because they aren’t a virgin! (Not that she wasn’t, or was).

                      • Jessamae Gonzales
                        Jessamae Gonzales  9 hours back

                        I have (2) holes in my nose

                        • rhxnna editz
                          rhxnna editz  10 hours back

                          all of this over a sleepover she couldn’t go to I’m-

                          • Daniel Cortez
                            Daniel Cortez  10 hours back

                            This girl is a mess 🤢

                            • Scarlett Suarez
                              Scarlett Suarez  10 hours back

                              This chick is a complete idiot!

                              • UndeadSlayer5
                                UndeadSlayer5  11 hours back

                                I doubt this is real along with the 100 other stories on this channel

                                • ᎠᏆᎬᎢ ᏔᎪᎢᎬᎡ

                                  Ahem condoms you idiot

                                  • Ava The Hen
                                    Ava The Hen  12 hours back

                                    Good luck trying to find a boyfriend

                                    • Tatianna SP
                                      Tatianna SP  12 hours back

                                      My tripophobia-

                                      • leah
                                        leah  12 hours back

                                        dumb bitch problems

                                        • Happyheart's Studio
                                          Happyheart's Studio  12 hours back

                                          I Hate This Girl..

                                          • Sophie Luna
                                            Sophie Luna  13 hours back

                                            You think your life is bad? Try wearing size 13 Nike’s. Men’s size 13 Nike’s.

                                            • I'm a savage gal uwu
                                              I'm a savage gal uwu  13 hours back

                                              *I have holes in my face*

                                              *Trypophobia confirmed*

                                              • PinkPeopleDie
                                                PinkPeopleDie  13 hours back

                                                What are you doing cussin

                                                • Euegen Chomanog
                                                  Euegen Chomanog  16 hours back

                                                  Well that’s your fault. Not your dad’s fault.

                                                  • Dreamerluv
                                                    Dreamerluv  16 hours back

                                                    She was right about SELF DESTRUCTION

                                                    but this adds another problem that people don’t look at. If you shelter a kid to much the second they get freedom they will go crazy. Being too laid back will give you lazy kids but being to controlling will destroy them in more ways then none

                                                    • Lydia B
                                                      Lydia B  16 hours back

                                                      Your sooooo STUPID WHO DOSE THAT

                                                      • Nicole Duarte
                                                        Nicole Duarte  17 hours back

                                                        when i saw the thumbnail my brain was like

                                                        *attack on titan*

                                                        • Queen dog lover Master
                                                          Queen dog lover Master  17 hours back

                                                          I thought you were going to put a clip of you with the holes in real life

                                                          • Ryan Charles
                                                            Ryan Charles  17 hours back

                                                            Do you still have the hole's in your face?????????

                                                            • Mackenzie Fowler 2025
                                                              Mackenzie Fowler 2025  18 hours back

                                                              No one:

                                                              Literally no one:

                                                              Her: IM goNnA PUt hOLes In My facE To maKe DAddy MaD

                                                              • Patrick Kenney
                                                                Patrick Kenney  18 hours back

                                                                Idc what your face looks like we are all human! Live your life the way you want

                                                                • EEKVUIVUI XD
                                                                  EEKVUIVUI XD  18 hours back

                                                                  Do you still have those holes?

                                                                  • Carla Barfield
                                                                    Carla Barfield  18 hours back

                                                                    Well at least your hella cool

                                                                    • The Helmet Man
                                                                      The Helmet Man  19 hours back

                                                                      This girl is the stupidest girl i ever hird of

                                                                      • Emmja & Djanoeque
                                                                        Emmja & Djanoeque  19 hours back

                                                                        What in the world

                                                                        • Sůnny Vløgs
                                                                          Sůnny Vløgs  20 hours back

                                                                          Her: well my life is a nightmare

                                                                          Me: welp. My life is worse hun 😐

                                                                          • Jaylln Jacksonn
                                                                            Jaylln Jacksonn  20 hours back

                                                                            2:06 the dance sent me😂💀

                                                                            • Blueberri Pop
                                                                              Blueberri Pop  20 hours back

                                                                              Woman, get a doctor to sew those holes closed.

                                                                              • Lily ._.
                                                                                Lily ._.  20 hours back

                                                                                wOaH iF yOu DiD *chubby bunny* wOuLd eVeRyThInG FaLl oUt?

                                                                                • Mr. Pine YT
                                                                                  Mr. Pine YT  21 hours back

                                                                                  Is it me or is there every story about gIrLs and weird that there the same voice..

                                                                                  • HeatedPhoenix
                                                                                    HeatedPhoenix  21 hours back

                                                                                    Just photoshop the holes back

                                                                                    • MNTD Fox and Lifecatcher
                                                                                      MNTD Fox and Lifecatcher  21 hours back

                                                                                      “ My life is a nightmare”

                                                                                      Kid who is a slave: *am I a joke to you woman!!??*

                                                                                      • savannah banana
                                                                                        savannah banana  22 hours back

                                                                                        Her:MY LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE
                                                                                        high school Jr wearing size 13 Nikes men's size 13 Nike : I'm not even gonna say anything

                                                                                        • Kewber
                                                                                          Kewber  23 hours back

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                                                                                          • Doggo Adeventurses
                                                                                            Doggo Adeventurses  23 hours back

                                                                                            People who try to make the title realistic but has bad art

                                                                                            • T1N4Gaming
                                                                                              T1N4Gaming  23 hours back

                                                                                              And your dad is right

                                                                                              • T1N4Gaming
                                                                                                T1N4Gaming  23 hours back

                                                                                                You are so stupid like wtf

                                                                                                • ADRIAN SIL
                                                                                                  ADRIAN SIL  24 hours back

                                                                                                  I don’t understand why you would do that in the first place